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Focus

For a bimbo, I am quite academic. The first written test I had failed was a history paper when I was in Form 2. 48/100. I was traumatised. I was so determined to do better in my next test that I scored 100/100. Yeah, that would be me. Then I remembered I failed 1 paper in my Uni. Main reason - lack of focus. Was too busy quarelling with my then boyfriend. Was too busy making up with my then boyfriend. And Marcus was around. I will always remember Marcus for "growing mushrooms". When I was younger, I always had this scenario in my head. I would be working from home in this condominium. Modern design. There would be an answering machine, a computer and a fishbowl on my table. The window would be on my back and I would working on this semi-circle table. And I remembered I once had an entry in my diary that I am almost there already. I am doing my homework from this apartment. No design or whatsoever. I have my phone subscribed to voice mail. A neanderthal desktop and back then I...

Midnight Blue

Woke up by a nightmare. Being abandoned again. This is going to kill me one day. [Ramblings] While I was dozing off, I was watching this movie, Lost in Translation. When it first came out, nobody noticed Bill Murray nor the movie. I saw that episode of Lettermen . No longer after that, it's like the next big thing. And Bill returned to the show in a different light. And Scarlett soared. It's funny how people chose to miss it the first time around. It's somehow warm tonight. I don't know whether I am sweating from the weather or from the nightmare. I guess it's a bit of both of them. It's always in a package, isn't it? Can't see the stars tonight. [Ramblings] You remember the time I had skin allergy? And Lance called? I remember I was telling him, I was a walking itchy strawberry and I was struggling to drive myself to the doctor. And he said to me, why you didn't call me? I could have sent you there. I remember Droo told me once before like ...