Professional Bimbo

I was on the road since 2.15pm. And I only managed to get home at 1.45am. It was such a long yet meaningful journey as I was falling in and out consciousness in the car. At this age, it definitely took a toll on me. I had so little sleep for the past week especially the last 3 days. But when you think back of the morning breeze on your face as you gaze into the serene view of the paddy fields from the hill, oh well, it was worth the trip.

"Good morning Tu Tu Ku Shit! What time is it? 8.13am. Your flight 8.50am. If u only wake up now, just stay home no need to rush already =(" And that conversation paused just right there for a while. I initially thought it was just a quick witty comeback. But it was not. He really thought I was going to miss my flight. And of course I did not miss my flight. I was sitting just right there at the boarding gate waiting to fly to Alor Setar. And when I arrived, the conversation somehow continued... "Did you really think I just got up? Ya... I was so mad!" I cannot forget that face. There was anger then sadness then a sigh of relief followed with a smile like you were being loved by the world. All in 3 seconds. And I loved starring at it... every single second.

It has been a while I come across those "funnies" people post in Facebook made me laugh. As long as I remember would be the "Dilarang Bodoh" logo. So one funny morning, scrolling FB, and I just bursted into laughter almost instantly 'cause just find it so funny! Its so uncanny.

I have been reading this book. Amy Schumer's Girl With The Lower Back Tattoo. It is so funny. I do not remember when was the last time I read a book and laughing out loud. Literally LOL. A lot of times I can so relate to her. With her train of thoughts. Especially the bimbo moments. Then, there is this chapter in the book she was sharing about her experiences in blacking out. And this is how she explains what black outs are: "...blacking out is when your mind goes to sleep but your body keeps right on doing whatever your drunk-ass self thinks is a good idea. Blacking out is NOT passing out asleep in a drunken stupor. It's quite the opposite. Your brain is sleeping like an innocent little baby, but your body is at a rave and it keeps making decisions... This is why blacking out is incredibly dangerous. You might look like a regular drunk girl, but you're actually a zombie who won't remember shit later." I've heard my friends talking abo

Apparently we do not know. I can still type all these without any grammar and spelling mistake. Fuck sugarcane . With Apple Cider it tastes so good! Aren't we all too old for this already? Confused. How did this happen? I do not know. I do not know. I do not know.

So the saying goes. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength. While loving someone deeply gives you courage. -Lao Tzu- At times like this, I do not know how to respond to that.

So, through a series of event, I got to know this charming little eatery in Kuala Kubu Baru. When you walked into the shop, you can't help it but have your eyes all over the place, looking at the busy yet charming decorations. The food of course did not disappoint either. This morning I went with the boys, so I just ordered all that is available on the menu for breakfast, which was just 4 types of dishes anyways. The sotong nasi lemak, the siew yuk curry mee, the wonderful mushroom soup and the fat boy breakfast with big pudding is worth the 1.5 hour drive. And of course the people there are friendly and I am glad that I managed to make a friend. Or two there. But the best part of the trip is the drive. The peaceful road between the forest. The sky is just so beautiful in the afternoon with the hues of blue. And the clouds. The boys and I are just starring into the clouds the whole trip, making shapes out of them