Ramblings on Feelings

Feeling is a funny thing. Something that you can't derive using a formula. I hate things when they are always trapped in the grey area. That is why I am a mathematics and physics student. Everything under the sun must be able to be derived using formulas.

Today, there is a broken heart. She found out that the man she loved all these while, not only had no feelings for her, but is in love with someone else. Years back someone's heart got broken as well. The man she loves so much, loves someone else. She was angry with the woman who stole his heart away. Didn't she know that his heart belonged to someone else? She kept on telling herself, she so needed to be slapped in the face.

Slapped in the face.

A bird once told me when it comes to love it's not that easy. If you have the foundation correct, things will follow through. I couldn't agree with that more. If you are with the person not because of your love for her, but because of something else, then something is wrong. The relationship will fall.

You know that old saying, your relationship could be like a candle or like fireworks. Fireworks, colorful, sparkling bright, but it can only last so long. Candle, dull, plain but the light is steady.

My foundation is not strong this moment. And I don't know whether I am living in fireworks or with a candle light. Grey. I, at times, live in fear. Because I have no faith.

Comments

DNA said…
Love is never easy.
Anything worth fighting is never easy. How strong the foundation is entirely up to you and him. Don't forget you two are building something together.
How strong and how long the building last is entire up to you two.

One sided love affairs are never good.
I wondered if she told him how she felt about him ....
She could have said it to him at any time. At least she knows where she stands. No one to blame except for herself.

DNA

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